I was born on a forbidden star. From theredriven ashore, I trudge along the sand.The surf of celestial nothingness takes me up,and plays with me, then casts me on the land.
Why I repent I do not even know.It is a puzzle buzzing in my ear.If any of you should find me on this beach,this sunken beach, don’t run away, stay here.
And don’t be scared. Don’t run away. Just tryto mitigate the suffering in my life.Shut your eyes and press me to yourself.Press me boldly, as you would a knife.
Be reckless too: look on me as the deadlook on the night, seeing it as their own,your shoulder there to aid my weaker one.I can no longer bear to be alone.
I never wanted to be born. It was nothingnesswho bore and suckled me; with her I started.so love me darkly. Love me cruelly. Love melike the one left behind by the departed.
by János Pilinszky
'On a Forbidden Star' is copyright © János Pilinszky. It is reprinted by permission of Worple Press from Passio (2012), translated by Clive Wilmer and George Gömöri.
Notes from Worple Press:
János Pilinszky (1921-81) is one of the great
European poets of an extraordinary generation: that of Paul Celan,
Zbigniew Herbert and Yves Bonnefoy. Like them he grew up to a world
physically and morally devastated by the Second World War and the
Holocaust. Ted Hughes described his achievements and stature thus: 'His
"greatness" […] is not a greatness of imaginative and linguistic
abundance. It has more to do with some form of spiritual distinction.
The weight and unusual temper of his imagination and language derive
from this.' In Passio, Clive Wilmer translates from Hungarian
in collaboration with George Gömöri, whom he first met in 1971. A
Hungarian poet himself, George Gömöri belongs to the generation that
felt Pilinszky’s influence. Over the past forty years Gömöri and Wilmer
have translated work by more than twenty poets, and introduced many
British readers to the poems of Miklós Radnóti and György Petri. Many of
the poems here are taken from Pilinszky's second book, Harmadnapon, published in 1959. Find out more about Passio by visiting Worple Press's page here.
Worple Press was founded by Peter and Amanda
Carpenter in 1997. Since then they have published a wide range of
authors, including Iain Sinclair, Joseph Woods, Elizabeth Cook, Beverley
Bie Brahic, Clive Wilmer and Kevin Jackson. They published the selected
poems of the acclaimed American nature poet Peter Kane Dufault for the
first time in the UK (Looking in All Directions); this was followed in 2007 by Kane Dufault's To be in the same world. Peter Robinson's The Great Friend and Other Translated Poems
was the Poetry Book Society Recommended Translation for Spring 2002.
This impressive backlist was augmented in 2012 by three significant
titles: Passio: Fourteen Poems by Janos Pilinszky from Clive Wilmer and George Gomori; Riddance by Anthony Wilson; and the republication of William Hayward's cult novel from 1964, It Never Gets Dark All Night.
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