It’s the hill from the bottom of Factory Trip all the way up to Manor Farm – a Welsh hill, one long steep and steady climb
to nowhere, punctuated by the occasional sharp or suicidal incline. These are his feet, his calves – they’re pushing,
pushing against the weight of the side of beef or lamb in the basket on the front of his bike. From his uncle’s
butcher’s shop to Manor Farm is a climb so far if I were doing it now, by car, I’d think twice. By bike? No way! Yet there
he is, my father, twelve years old, the weight of the hill on his legs, setting out once a week all winter, to deliver
the Sunday joint to Old Man Hodge. These are his feet, the look on his face as he pushes, pushes. This is the sweat
on his brow. His uncle pays him in promises, end-of-week scraps, the back of his hand. It’s silly to know
what I do: my father is doing this for his mother, his younger brother, for his own father, who hasn’t worked properly
since he got back from the war. This is his front wheel, squeaking, squeaking as he inches up that hill. I know
all the reasons he’s doing this and I wasn’t even born then, so it’s silly as can be to know what I do – that he was doing it all –
look at him, pushing and pushing all afternoon – for me.
by Jonathan Edwards
‘My Father Cycling Up a Hill, 1957’ is copyright © Jonathan Edwards, 2021, and is reprinted here from Ten Poems about Work (Candlestick Press, 2021) by permission of Candlestick. You can read more about the collection and buy a copy on the Candlestick website.
Notes from Candlestick Press:
We may not love our jobs, but when we can’t go to work we find that we miss them. This mini-anthology, Ten Poems about Work, reflects on our working lives in all their glorious variety with a delightful mix of nostalgia, celebration and humour. Poet Jonathan Edwards’ eclectic and highly entertaining selection of poems explores our complicated and often surprising relationship with the things we have to do to earn a living. The pamphlet includes poems by Liz Berry, Sujata Bhatt, Gillian Clarke, Jonathan Edwards, Thomas Lux, Helen Mort, John Ormond, Kathryn Simmonds, James Tate and Walt Whitman.
Read more about the collection on the Candlestick website.
Jonathan Edwards's first collection, My Family and Other Superheroes (Seren, 2014), received the Costa Poetry Award. His second collection, Gen (Seren, 2018), was Wales Book of the Year People’s Choice 2019. He lives in Crosskeys, South Wales.
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