There is a way to drop a body atop a hard mattress,to scrub gentle parts too hard, yank a gown across withered flesh, to drag a weight smaller than your own and slam it against a pillow. There are ways to say the night is long and there are twenty other beds to check.
There are ways to ignore chapping lips, not to hear a rasping voice, to avoid the task of filling a water pitcher. There are ways to tell them, without using words, that you hate the job, ways to leave them cold and shivering and naked. There are ways to leave them alone.
But they had an answer, the ones we cleaned and dressed and moved and fed and watched over. On chair, bed, pillow, gown, on sheet, diaper, floor, and shoe, writ repeatedly in stinking letters: No, I am not dead.
by Janice N. Harrington
'Protest' is copyright © Janice N. Harrington, 2011, and reprinted from her book The Hands of Strangers: Poems from the Nursing Home, published by BOA Editions in 2011.
Notes from BOA Editions:
Janice N. Harrington writes poetry and children's
books. She grew up in Alabama and Nebraska, and both those settings,
especially rural Alabama, figure largely in her writing. Her first book
of poetry, Even the Hollow My Body Made Is Gone (2007), won the
A. Poulin, Jr. Poetry Prize from BOA Editions and the Kate Tufts
Discovery Award. She currently teaches in the creative writing program
at the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign.
The Hands of Strangers portrays the tensions and moments of
grace between aged nursing home residents and their healthcare workers.
What does it mean to be a nurses' aide in a nursing home, the lowest of
the low, the typically-female worker who provides physical care for the
devalued bodies of the elderly? What is it to live one's remaining life
on a county ward as an indigent elder? You can find out more about the
book at BOA's website here. Read more about Janice N. Harrington's work and hear her read from it on her website here.
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